Post by KrazyRandomness on Jan 3, 2010 6:57:39 GMT -5
This is just some short/random stories. They are in different points of view.
This first one was something I typed to a friend. I don't know if she got it or not. Or if she just ignored it.
WARNING PG-13 PG-13 WARNING
+I Still Care+
You may think I'm over reacting. You may think I'm a bitch. To tell you the truth, I'm not sorry....about how I reacted. I am sorry I'm no longer your friend. If I could turn back time, I would turn back the clock so we can both start over. That, or freeze time so we can still play. You remember that? You were Renamon while I was Gatomon. We had play fights with these two boys and we always kicked their butts.
Then...time made us mature. You started dating and hanging with the "higher" status crowd that, in truth, I was jealous. But it was because you were the first. The first friend who didn't leave me or run away. You were the first.
Then, you started to become on of those friends. You ditched me. You usually did. I know you said it was making friends, but...you made it seem as if you didn't even care how I felt.
You have no idea. You have no idea how I stay up at nights and cry. Out of anger of how I wasted my life. Out of sadness that you wouldn't be coming back.
You were my first friend. My first best friend. You have no idea how much it hurt me when you would just leave with out saying anything. No, "Shelbi, I'm gonna hang with them for a minute..." or, "Shelbi, you want to hang with us?" None of that. It hurt. A lot.
You never really saw my writing. You have only seen my singing and drawings. So, I hope that means at least something to you. Maybe not a sorry, but maybe you will finally understand.
You can ask both Theresa and Brianna how stressed I've been. I keep asking them if I should say sorry. I keep looking for some excuse to come back.
I don't want to say sorry. That's not what this is about. This is about you understanding. This is about you understanding that I only want a sorry. And thank you. In person. In front of other people.
You might just look at this and roll your eyes before hitting the back button. You may stare at it as your mind wonders. I could never tell with you...
Just...so you know....I still care.
This first one was something I typed to a friend. I don't know if she got it or not. Or if she just ignored it.
WARNING PG-13 PG-13 WARNING
+I Still Care+
You may think I'm over reacting. You may think I'm a bitch. To tell you the truth, I'm not sorry....about how I reacted. I am sorry I'm no longer your friend. If I could turn back time, I would turn back the clock so we can both start over. That, or freeze time so we can still play. You remember that? You were Renamon while I was Gatomon. We had play fights with these two boys and we always kicked their butts.
Then...time made us mature. You started dating and hanging with the "higher" status crowd that, in truth, I was jealous. But it was because you were the first. The first friend who didn't leave me or run away. You were the first.
Then, you started to become on of those friends. You ditched me. You usually did. I know you said it was making friends, but...you made it seem as if you didn't even care how I felt.
You have no idea. You have no idea how I stay up at nights and cry. Out of anger of how I wasted my life. Out of sadness that you wouldn't be coming back.
You were my first friend. My first best friend. You have no idea how much it hurt me when you would just leave with out saying anything. No, "Shelbi, I'm gonna hang with them for a minute..." or, "Shelbi, you want to hang with us?" None of that. It hurt. A lot.
You never really saw my writing. You have only seen my singing and drawings. So, I hope that means at least something to you. Maybe not a sorry, but maybe you will finally understand.
You can ask both Theresa and Brianna how stressed I've been. I keep asking them if I should say sorry. I keep looking for some excuse to come back.
I don't want to say sorry. That's not what this is about. This is about you understanding. This is about you understanding that I only want a sorry. And thank you. In person. In front of other people.
You might just look at this and roll your eyes before hitting the back button. You may stare at it as your mind wonders. I could never tell with you...
Just...so you know....I still care.